Ok I know deviantart is for art only but I have to get something off my chest.

College is sucking REALLY bad right now I have a week and a half of frickin orientation, and i've been here 5 days and all I want to do is go back home. I have homesickness in the worst worst WORST way. I miss my twin sister more than words can say. I ALWAYS have to do this huh? I ALWAYS have to choose to move ACROSS the frickin country, and then I do this to myself. On top of that, my family isn't here, and more importantly, my sister isn't here, who I miss more than anything. I feel like all I do is hold back tears and wish that I had a comfort zone again. Its only been two years! ok I know I sound unrealistic...but still. and I know everyone goes through this and its only natural, but it feels like it'll never get better. Its so strange to feel like this-me, whose moved cross country 4 times now. I just miss everything so very very much.

I wish I could go back to the way things were in CA, but I know I can't. This city is so big, I feel like i'll disspear